I never thought I'd be the kind of person who wanted marriage, who wanted to wake up next to someone, who wanted to hold hands and share hot chocolate because I love hot chocolate too much to share.
But maybe it's something that I want on the back burner. It's something I would like to have if I found the right person, who makes me feel sane and who makes the world play the piano forte in my head when I see him. It's not something that I have to have. It would be nice, to find the person who would help me grow that way.
It would be nice to find that person who gets me when I'm drunk and sober and pensive and not. It would be nice, if I ever met that person who doesn't need me and who I don't need. We don't need each other and we don't complete each other and we don't die without each other and we don't have everything without each other.
String the lights and queue the orchestra to our wedding if we find each other, but I'm not too bummed otherwise.
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